This funky track is pretty conventional alternative dance-rock with elements of techno and even pop. Lyrics were inspired by my home city of New York, kind of NIN-ish
Self-produced rap/rock outfit out of New York city, recorded in a home studio with hardcore rock and rap lyrics and powerful melodies- this is music for the you
These musicians are kinda crazy- they are producers, instrumentalists, singers, and MCs out to create music blending the best aspects of the rebel style of rock and emo with the pure energy of modern rap. It is music that is for the youth of America- and it is peerless. OK so it might not be the best quality but we're just trying our best here, it's all done by computers, guitars, and keyboards
Story behind the song
This track was originally used for a solo rap song called "The Mystery". Impressed as I was with the song, I KNEW there was more to it, and I could make a kick-ass rock song out of it. So I DID, it's about time.
Lyrics
Chorus: You people never fail to amaze me, I think I’m going crazy
Convinced that I’m too lazy to let anything phase me
I think life’s just too funny to be out making money
My days are all too sunny till my life’s gone and I have no one to blame but me
The teachers, the students, the classroom and those who tried to raise me can’t phase me, betray me, but still I’m only human, assuming, I’m losing, convinced my soul is hollow, can’t follow with those who say it’ll be better tomorrow, the sorrow, of knowing that I can’t quite put a reason, the seasons are changing, my mind it is deranging, I’m lost and I feel I don’t know quite what I’m doing my knowledge is gone
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Depression is messin me up before I even know the answer to why I laugh at things that everyone knows have no humor, I’m lost and all I need is reconciliation, I’m facing too much my brain blows out its socket, think “f*** it, can’t do this, too much humiliation, no patience, I need to change the station, it’s boring, no touring, can’t leave and face the facts I’m all alone now, no control now, it’s true..
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Bridge:
Why must I overthink and overanalyze, what is so screwed up about my eyes, why must I always go in disguise
I’m a loser, confuser, I can’t tell right from wrong I’m a diffuser of emotions in every single song I just can’t help it, I’m desperate, so easily let down when is this ending, I am offending
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