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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #946
Peak in subgenre #168
Author
Insidious Productions/Reaper
Rights
2003
Uploaded
October 19, 2003
Track Files
MP3
MP3 2.0 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Story behind the song
I was sad..
Lyrics
All I got in this world, is my pride and my self..
Wish cats would leave me alone, worryin' is bad for my health..
And through many scraps and battles, I put the strap on the shelf..
Violence led me to a place, where I could only exist..
Thuggin' glamours, it's allure hard to resist..
Bustin' at a cop five times, but I'm glad that I missed..
Doin' life ain't for me, I'm too used to freedom..
But I still gotta eat, so the blocks I bleed 'em..
Scared to love again, women don't give me a reason..
Bad sex and shitty attitude, I don't need 'em..
Carrying the world on my shoulders, the pressure increases..
Load my pistol up, out the barrel releases..
All the problems that I got, all the problems that I had..
Suicide is not an answer, just the only one I have..
Can't feel any joy as the pain consumes me..
Makes livin' harder than dyin'..why do I wake up..
To the same old drama, but this ain't actors and make up..
Talkin' to myself, so fucked up that I respond..
Used to be sound of mind, I guess my brain is gone..
I keep a mean mug, lookin' like Hell Spawn..
I stay up all night, and then curse when it's dawn..
Darkness my only escape, the light brings the rain..
And the sun don't shine when you feel like I do..
Could be ninety degrees, I'm in an igloo..
My blood has frostbite, and that's all that's left..
My heart pumps it anyway, pray I'll be dead anyday..
A heart attack or murder, I'll find my escape ..
Try and dry my eyes, but my tears won't regulate..
Seen too much deathe, ask for it with every breathe..
Got a girl who say she love me, I remain skeptic..
Cuz who knows what might happen, some people see the future..
Twenty five years old, what will I be in the future..
I do love that girl, and she means alot to me..
But I can't admit my feelings, they mean alot to me..
And to find true love, like hittin' the lottery..
You luck up or fuck up, the latter a part of me..
I should show decency and manners to the public..
But I got shit on my mind, and tell 'em to shove it..
