It's Silent J Tha Quiet Poet. Nuff said.
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Peak #6,057
Peak in subgenre #3,620
Author
Silent J Tha Quiet Poet
Rights
2003
Uploaded
November 03, 2003
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Lyrics
You walk out onto your street and see that nobody’s there…no cars, no children playing, no noise whatsoever…what do you do…where has everyone gone…what happened…?
Oh no…All by myself can’t see nobody who to turn to? /
Look up to the sky look to god who ain’t heard you…so why me? /
Why listen to someone who ain’t Christian and only spittin shit tha’s rippin on him constantly/
It gots to be the truth I said it once (no love in war)
It’s Armaggedon baby let em slay me this is what I’m livin for/
Instants of loathing get ignored and hearts get hardened listlessly/
Christmas Eve and I’m just starin at the sky whispering/
Blistering thoughts rush through my mind(what have I come across? /)
Searchin these empty streets blind for what I’ve lost/
Blood embossed renditions of the life I live jump out at me/
Lookin for somebody but nobody whispers as loud as me/
How can he choose me to fight his battle “I don’t believe in you!”/
I make my own path Chaos told me that everything that I believe ain’t true/
Not even you…not even you…
And you run down every busy street and back road, looking for some sign of life…some proof that life does exist on the planet other than yourself…Why were you chosen for this task? What makes you so special…? You don’t even believe in God and yet you’ve been predetermined to represent him in the final battle between good and evil…How does that make you feel…? Now tell me…how does that make…you feel…?
I step up and strap my boots recruit my minions from the roots of hell/
Suited demon folk that kill for fun stalk you for tooth and nail/
Leave proof to tell my tale when I depart restart the lives of millions/
All stars in line wit villains retarded next to the builders of the foundation with which we stand on land on nothingness man I been scammed on (I’m lovin this)/
What is this-Left alone facing the devils Succubus/
Step up to die see somethin fly swoop down and brush my lips/
The mother cometh down and call upon her son with open arms/
I choked at start of this but hardly miss my cue and broke the bars/
Beat the demons back to whence they came and walked away…
But my battle wasn’t over just left colder for another day…/
As you continue to walk you start to lose hope again…Your old doubts and horrors start to haunt you and tempt you to give in to the ways of the Deceitful One…So bad it gets that you are faced with him and suicide… What’s it gonna be….?
(I’ve got this gun….I could do a lot with this gun…Damn…I could do a lot with this gun…Yo let me tell you what I’m gonna do with this gun…)
(Do it…Do it…Do it…Do it boy…Kill yourself…You ain’t worth nothing…Yo…Yo let me tell you what I’m finna do wit this gun…
This demon’s tryin me denyin me the right to live in piece/
And walk the path set out in front of me (among the weak) we eat/
We spawn the birth to nations of racist factions daily/
Taming the lion I found out ain’t really why they pay me…/
Blaming God for all my wrongs don’t seem to get me through (but let me ask you…)
When’s the last time the devil overlooked and passed you…? /
This’ll often grasp you it got me and I know it..../
Sorry god but I just can’t go on I’m bout to blow it/
Throw it back I can’t be taken down without a fight/
Call out the light within my soul if it exists and doubt ignites/
Look at this weapon in my hand used for destruction and often suicide/
Devil looks at me and says it’s time to choose it, do or die/
You were right I say to the sky and hold it up/
Point the barrel at its target, discharge it and now I’m throwin up…/
So it seems you were strong enough to make it through two of the challenges you were meant to face in this ongoing war…You clean yourself up and wipe the tears away from your cheeks along with the caked blood and dirt, look up to the crimson sky searching for some advice…some answer…but get nothing…You still cannot fathom the reason for your being in this position…You still don’t know that you
