Song picture
18 - Suicide Note
Like
Playlist
Comment Share
Free download
Prod. by Sindustry. A perfect ending to the album. The breaks in the track signify the letter becoming illegible, to add to the atmosphere.
x konn
Artist picture
Formally The Flow, X Konn has stepped his game up and is back for your listening pleasure.
Re-wind! The return to SoundClick is on! X Konn! I'm back!
Song Info
Genre
Hip-Hop • Alternative Hip Hop
Charts
#7,365 in subgenre Peak #62
Charts
Peak #871
Author
X Konn/Sindustry
Rights
Matthew Scott, 2008
Uploaded
October 25, 2008
Track Files
MP3
MP3 3.1 MB • 128 kbps • 3:25
Lyrics
(Intro) This is to the world (Verse) I’ve had more than I can handle, this ain’t depression// This isn’t cowardice, or an ill form of aggression// But I feel I’ve run the road, to its very limits// Grief stricken that it’s over, before it’s meant to finish// I’m facing downward struggles, my mates are worried// That I’m jeopardizing my life, to end it in a hurry// I prey for an illness to take me peacefully// So I don’t have to hang, and lose my decency// But right now, maybe suicide, will end it fast// Maybe I should be focusing on the life I’ve had// On the past I had, on the pain that I shared// On this bullshit I damaged beyond repair// I don’t care, for this rap anymore// I don’t apply myself, in this crap anymore// So you see, you hear a loss of passion in the core// Like I’m done with this shit, causing shock and awe// I caused pain and horror, torment and anger// Depression and frustration, I’m just a wanker// Who could love me? Accept me for being me// When I’m a constant worry, he’ll be next to R.I.P// Since I’m dead on the inside, outside should follow// Instead you see the figure of a man, walking round hollow// Blinded by the street lights, focussing on what’s beneath// Me, under the streets, what awaits when I’m deceased// Time after time, I promised my demise// Maybe it’s about time, to follow through on my lies// Close my eyes, bow out for a final time// Drop the ink well, write my final line// Close the curtain, bury me forever// If I’m honest, I’m always thinking of forever// Am I damned for eternity, will Hell be yearning me// Or am I just thinking about the only thing worth of me// I put my life into this shit, you spat it back out// I put my heart into this shit, you yanked it out// And tore it away, watched me die as it beat// In the palm of your hand, fucking killing me// Don’t cry for me, filling the tear bucket// I cry enough to piss tears, but fuck it// I’ll be joining my loved ones, nobody here cares// If I slit my wrists or cut off my air// Let me ask, since when was suicide hereditary// Like “I gotta do this, to cement my legacy”// I just wanna do it, because the worlds got fed of me// I’ma go, so, the globe, can be free of another ho’// I saw fit to give you nineteen years, and no more// Leap from a third story window, screaming “fuck you all”// I always said, I’m tryna find someone to live for// But I’m still looking, so I’m guessing I won’t find her// I’m insecure about my living, happy I get to die// Before I close my eye, and fucking go blind// I’m crying these crimson tears, can’t you see// That being alive, is basically killing me?// I held on to long, time to let go// Time to show the world, not afraid of what’s below// Hear the screams, then the sirens, a funeral of silence// Playing my favourite song, with minor key violins// “Calling All Angles” because it reminds me of her// And the feelings that I could only portray in words// So now I’m broken, staring at my ceiling// Clinging onto life, but don’t know what I’m feeling// Or what I’m supposed to feel, just drift off// My life was a gain, now it’s another loss// Who say’s I died to soon, I’ll watch from above// At least I said goodbye to those who I love//
Comments
The artist currently doesn't allow comments.