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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #2,617
Peak in subgenre #1,415
Author
X Konn/Rapitfly
Rights
Matthew Scott, 2008
Uploaded
October 26, 2008
Track Files
MP3
MP3 3.0 MB • 128 kbps • 3:19
Lyrics
(Verse)
My life isn’t worth living, it started back in time//
When passive became proactive, and I was dreaming about dying//
Some call it insane, but nothing went the right way//
Lost a tear every day, as they took my family away//
Nothing was the same, since my birthday//
And my grandfather wasn’t around to celebrate//
With nothing left to contemplate, I’m just wishing on death//
Downing packets of pills, searching for my last breath//
Snatching at life, clawing at the depression//
My mates found it funny, it was sheer desperation//
More than temptation, to let myself drown in the bath//
So I could leave my memories behind, let em die in the past//
I could have the last laugh, no if, ands or maybes//
No amount of medication could save me//
So they snatched that away, as the fears became reality//
I was ready to die and say goodbye to family//
(Chorus)
Every moment I’m awake, I’m asking why I live//
Every night when I’m asleep, I don’t get why I live//
I walk away from reality, and live in my music box//
Take a break from reality, and live in my music box//
(Verse)
Now new days go by, and I can’t think straight//
I wonder why I’m chosen, why I can’t just stay//
In my dream state, where everything is perfect//
And the pain disappears, so my torment feels worth it//
Its worthless trying to figure that out//
When I’m screaming in my dreams, when no one else is about//
Let the hurt take control, drag me into trepidation//
Makes me forget about my life’s aspirations//
It’s difficult to live happy, when no one else does//
Hard to wanna live when no one else does//
So if I’m crying all alone, join me in the dark//
Be a shoulder, why not open your heart//
Instead, you just ask what I’m taking//
To stop my heart breaking, and my pain aching//
How do you know, that by the end of this song//
X Konn, could already be dead and gone//
(Chorus)
Every moment I’m awake, I’m asking why I live//
Every night when I’m asleep, I don’t get why I live//
I walk away from reality, and live in my music box//
Take a break from reality, and live in my music box//
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