I Need You Written & Performed by S. De Bolster. Mixed by S. De Bolster. Recorded at the “Nothing Fucking Works”-Studio on 03/03/2003. © 2003 ~ Poetic Flow Picture the cutest girl you’ve ever seen ~ a mixture of Latin blood and a strong southern feel in between ~ wandering in this world searching to fulfil her dream/ She’s only nineteen yet she’s been to hell & back ~ on a shaky path about to lose the right track ~ constantly attacked by the garbage that this life offers ~ every single day wasting away in her small office ~ smothered by her empty heart and hands/ She doesn’t understands how her dreams got washed away like the pearly sands lifted up by the wind sweeping many lands when it’s cold and damp/ She didn’t have anyone to hold her hand ~ since she lost her mother at an early age ~ left behind hopeless and confused without a brother ~ another child having to grow up with an empty page/ So now she’s left behind always doubting ~ she had to learn how to whisper before she could enjoy shouting/ Hook I thought you was out of it but it always reoccurred ~ trapped in a vicious cycle ~ repeating itself making you absurd ~ is it worth to undergo sudden bursts of powerful aggression/ Constantly exposed to the waves of depression ~ now you finally chose to end this painful session/ No more stressing ~ living life again like it was meant to be ~ I would resent to see you putting an end to living happily/ You should be glad to be free clasping on to reality ~ touching a piece of infinity ~ staring at the world with a marvellous smile ~ I know it’s been a while but you’ll walk through this with style/ Just remember to watch your steps when you climb ~ you ain’t isolated from this world even though it feels like that sometime/
