me and my b/f broke up and i just sat down at the computer and begab to write. tatol time it took to make and record the song was less than 4 hours!
Lyrics
What's Left By: Nicole Day January 19th, 2009
ya know he said he love me
but love doesn't run
it stays
(hmph)
you said you really loved me
but i don't think you cared
cuz if you did
how the f*** could you leave me here
all alone
cryin and sittin by the phone
you said rely on you
now im stuck all alone
was it a dream
nothin was what it seem
this sh** is over rated
wish we never dated
the only way to survive this
is medicated
keep my head up
one foot infront of the other
the cinders that are left of me
your memory wont smother
let em heat up
and start the fire again
not only lost my lover
i lost a friend (2)
mu've been f*** ed up on some heavy drugs
to really think that i could keep your love
hurts so bad
pretend that it don't affect me
i've only got my pride
you took whats left of me
sittin here days feel like years
hollower my heart
heavier my tears
this anxiety
is taking control
my grasp on reality
i'm loosin that hold
you broke the mold
when god made you
not only losing control
im loosing you
it's true
theres nothing left
that i can do
the love i have for you
i did my best to prove
keep my head up
one foot infront of the other
the cinders that are left of me
your memory wont smother
let em heat up
and start the fire again
not only lost my lover
i lost a friend (2)
miss how we'd roll
in your car with the music blast'n
with them sideways looks
at me u be castin
miss my lover
and most of all
my f*** 'n friend
thought you'd ride a die
till the very end
but it's over we separated
time to pick up, move on
like we never dated
it will be hard
that i can garuntee
feels like the end of the world
cuz your not here with me
keep my head up
one foot infront of the other
the cinders that are left of me
your memory wont smother
let em heat up
and start the fire again
not only lost my lover
i lost a friend (2)
seems almost impossible
to relate
feel as if
i've been robbed
cheated by fate
I'm depressed
that this love has turned to hate
lost more than love tho
I lost my soul mate
im lashing out
coming off as irate
I hate when love
turns to heartache
this pain is almost too much to take
will it only bend me
or will i f*** in break
keep my head up
one foot infront of the other
the cinders that are left of me
your memory wont smother
let em heat up
and start the fire again
not only lost my lover
i lost a friend (3)