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Genre
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Peak #722
Peak in subgenre #390
Author
Emcee Graffiti
Uploaded
February 08, 2009
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MP3 3.2 MB • 128 kbps • 3:29
Lyrics
Through the intensity of meteor storms breaking my spine /
I allign like minds inside your faulty lies //
Over time eyes shudder and bleed to open seas /
Your betrayal soaks all that I speak, hopin to breathe //
So when you see me, I might greet you with a grin / --
But the memories and thoughts are still held within //
And when I speak gentle voiced you might feel that we're friends /
But the tears, screams, and hits are still held within // --
So I sit back and sift through your cold depressing rouge /
And remember all those times that you made me feel removed //
Filled with bitterness, deciet, and hate that you portray /
Crushed dreams, a broken spirit left alone in the rain //
Every day seems darker, every night seems bright /
And I lack the sudden urge to instead end my life //
It's nice, til I lay down, mind starts to race /
Body shivers, throat chokes up, tears down my face //
When I sit up and look around, all I think is you / --
When I wake up, eyes open now, every b;link is you //
When I grab a bottle, chug it down, every drink is you /
Every moment that I'm still alive, everything is you // --
So I lock all the doors and I shut off all the lights /
As I yell at the tops of my lungs through out the night //
Pound my head against the wall and rip the sheets off the bed /
Stuck, crying in the fetal position, wish it would end //
I black out, wake up and my pillow is soaked /
My body aches, so frail like a glimmering hope //
I tie the rope, tight around my neck thinkin to jump /
My window open, as I look to the stars my body's numb //
So I think "why suicide? I don't even feel" /
Stuck on this cross caught inside your lies, I wonder what's real //
And I think... "Why Suicide? I don't even feel" /
Stuck on this cross caught inside your lies, I wonder what's real //
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I'm livin with the constant threat of landin a cell block /
Look around, everyone you see, they inhale rock //
My people are my family, forever I stand by /
Our future lookin pretty grim, we caught in a landslide //
I'm in this game for expressing myself, it's all out /
Put my life on the line just to say what I'm about //
When we speak, we say it loud, but does anyone hear us /
I'm reachin for the starts but take whatever is nearest //
I walked down a path, hoping that I'd feel /
Happy, but I found myself stuck in a mine field //
Where everything I say or do blows up in my face /
And every single day I'm told I need to follow a faith //
But I can't and never will again, I done it before /
I got stress, I dont need a book sendin me more //
That for sure, but it's whatever, and my mental is clever /
I'm gettin lost in the center of sentences, set and severed //
It's incredible, my mental is evident in the heavens, old /
Testaments sendin a message of spreadin devil souls //
Never known, now understand why we exsist /
Spittin acid, madness of actions we can't resist //
That's it, I've had enough so lemme tell /
We're in hell where deadies do dwell, life in a cell //
Behind bars, time scars, third eye is blind, stars /
Shine hard, rhyme for rhyme I crush ya lies, God //
Why spar? My life's in demies so I'ma end it /
Practice never mattered, I've master the crafts of heaven //
True words, if one of us died would we be missed? /
Fact is, we bastards trapped and it's like this //
We're all at Ground Zero, rubble covered, we crawl /
Through the molten metal, we struggle to give a call //
The ghetto's like that tragic day, who do we blame? /
Fucked by the government, it's troubling, the worlds the same //
Sure to remain, it's well known it never will change /
Gimmie a break, I'll climb the ladder as a savage in pain //
Battered by rain, veins splatter and I push to the limit /
If I fall, I'll take the world, crush you all as I'm grippin it //
