Lyrics
I must admit, I can't deal with some s---,
But I'll never end up in a coffin,
'Cause I understand the struggle and strife,
That subsequently is called my life,
What would you like to throw today,
The two-seam fastball, or do I have to sit and wait,
For you next move, don't even say it,
I know what's gonna happen before you think of it,
The thing in your head, it must be brain dead,
From this lyrical parasite, that I've infected,
It's from the fact, that I was never respected,
For standin' up on stage, and you hated this white kid,
Wait 'til I make it big, you won't believe it's me,
Turn into carbon monoxide, that's why you can't breathe,
I'm your whitest cloud, before your eyes slam shut,
And I still havn't given you enough...
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When your day is done, in the end, you lose,
When your mind has to run, in the end, you lose,
When you try to run and hide, in the end, you lose,
When you begin your life, in the end, you lose,
I bet you're sick of me bitchin', about the love I'm not gettin',
And who I should be believin' in,
It's too bad that you havn't lived the life that I have,
'Cause you followed the footsteps of your Dad,
You were lucky to have cash in your wallet,
And ride in the car the 'rents gave to you, then you flaunt it,
If I were you, I'd give it away or pawn it,
And be myself, but no one understands the s---,
Especially when I try to keep my love life simple,
God has handed me girls with these mentals,
I wanted commitment, yet I'm just a rental,
I can't get it out of my head, these she-devils,
So you ask me why I'm so damn pissed,
Well, I once had everything and was in bliss,
Now I don't get a phone call, after all,
You don't know how it feels to be stepped on your balls...
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You think that you lived fast paced,
Be happy I'm a saving grace,
But you won't know that, due to the fact,
That my halo's been trounced on, and you wonder why I act,
This way, but you want to have nothing of me,
'cause this is the life I see, the path I lead,
So listen to words I read, in between,
And you'll realize more and more that you need me,
So, If you understand, who is the man,
That can save your life with just one hand,
And I don't want to explain myself again,
'Cause no one will ever contend with this gentleman,
I wish I was a better person,
But in this spinninghell this is, I'm not human,
So, bend and break the rules of life,
'Cause in the end, recognize that you will lose...
(Chorus 2x)
