Modern Purgatory Prod. by Bar Shotz
Produced by: Bar Shotz Productions
Just Me doing what it is I love....creating
Lyrics
They say that hells hot, and im feelin hot now.
I go to look up, but God dont look down.
So I look to my left, I see an angel smile.
I reach my hand out, but she flees for now.
So I glance right, and I see Michael starring.
The archangel, with the weapons he bearing.
I go to speak, but words wont come thru my lips.
I go to reach, but my arm wont move from my hips.
And Then he disappears, and its pitch black.
I feel relaxed now, I love the pitch black.
Then the stars show thru like a clear night.
Im feelin real good, im feelin real right.
I smell a fire burnin, can hear the wood crackle.
And I can smell the rain, it smells so natural.
And I can feel the nature, its underneath my feet.
I walkin blindly and still walkin quietly.
Im tryin to find me, literally tryin to find me.
Im lost in the woods, and I cant find peace.
But then finally, it all opens up.
A foggy lil road, and so I follow up.
Its a place were fact meets fiction.
Where the weak are repressed, and pushed into addiction.
Where the good never prospa, the bad never make it.
No matter wat u do, the mold youll neva break it.
and so im waitin, Im watchin time pass.
Go to wash my face, and the mirrors have no glass.
And so I close my eyes and try to picture a better place.
And see that angel smile back again with so much grace.
and I ask please let me go, let me be free.
And then she answers me.
I try to gather all my thoughts thats runnin through my head.
I have my hands up, lord please let me in.
I can see your gates, and I can see the bright light
I can vision all your love, and I know wats right.
Why are you punishing me, for my thoughtless past.
I confessed my wrongs, I even went to mass.
Was it something that I said, that I neva meant.
Or was destined to be here, were my time was spent.
Then rumble through my body made my heart stop.
And a chill down my spine, made it hard to talk.
Then the smile reappeared, and sat by myside.
She was beautiful, I felt tears in my eyes.
And then I axed her why, she started to cry
She said I need to do time here, and learn why.
So I laid back, and saw my whole story,
Of a good man goin through purgatory.
