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GODS SOUL'JA...
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i made a mistake i was constantly reminded about it for 2 years and i was run down and cudn take nomore so i broke up with her and iv never seen my son since :( im in the middle of a solicitor battle between us for my rights to see our son and i no God is guiding me through. Thank You God xXx
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Dear God,ccwhy did i have to cause all this pain in my life?ccto my baby boy,i could've gave him a better life!ccand why did i have to do all these things in my life?cclike ruin my family more than twice? why?ccplease god why?,cci don't wanna die with all this on my mind!cci just wanna correct all the wrongs in my life,ccand reunite with my child!cci'm gonna fight for my child to the end of time!ccnothings gonna step in my line!ccccPaul, i'm gonna start here with you son!cci'm sorry i'm not with you right now but please son!ccbelieve that daddy loves you, i really do son,ccyour when my life begun! and i love you son!ccyour my n.1.p before you where born!ccbut me and muma don't see eye to eye or even get alongcccuz daddy was immature and frigging dumbccand lied and hurt mum that many times that mum shun ccdaddy from seeing you ccor being near you ccand it broke my heart in twoccleft me a broken man ccemotionally torn and soaked threw and threw!ccbut that was the start of my adulthoodccmy kidulthood gone (kapooooofff) ccits in the past! at last!ccthe new mes coming throughccas i pursue a better life for meccand a better life for youccSo put your faith in to God Paul ccjust do like i doccshes there for u son like hes there for me ccand mumma tooccour Gardian Angel who's gonna guide us throughccthe darkness of the night with the brightness of his light ccso follow his lead son and we'll get through this trauma soon!ccthis physchological pain ended!ccno more games!ccno more confusion and no more heartache ccand certainly no more flames!ccbecause daddy's upped his game now!cches being a man now!cctaking his responsibilities seriousccand being responsible now...ccsome1 u can look up to be proud off and love too...ccyour always in my prayers Paul and baby i love you! ccccwhyyyyyccdid u have to take my son away from me?ccyou no he is my harmonyccand i love him with my heart my soul my world!ccwhyyyyyccdid u have to take my son away from me?ccyou no he is my harmonyccand i love him with my heart my soul my world!ccccccElaine ccall this dramas gotta end now!ccplease i'm sorry for the sh** that iv caused nowccbut todays a new day and Pauls getting older ccand i can feel are bound getting distant and sometimes even colder.ccand i just wanna get closer to Paul and be his fathercccomfort him all cuddled up infront of the fireccwatch him grow up watch him find his first love his first days at schoolccand his first broken lust .cchis first steps to being a man...ccyou see thats where i come in, he needs his father figure in his lifeccso i can guide him down the rights paths of lifeccshow him wrongs from rights so he doesn't have the kinda life that daddy had.ccin and outt of prison and mental homes cca broking man mentally ill from a broking homecci wasn't much of a role model then but i am now!!!...ccso please Elaine reunite our Paul and i now please....ccccwhyyyyyccdid u have to take my son away from me?ccyou no he is my harmonyccand i love him with my heart my soul my world!ccwhyyyyyccdid u have to take my son away from me?ccyou no he is my harmonyccand i love him with my heart my soul my world!ccccwhyyyyyccdid u have to take my son away from me?ccyou no he is my harmonyccand i love him with my heart my soul my world!ccwhyyyyyccdid u have to take my son away from me?ccyou no he is my harmonyccand i love him with my heart my soul my world!!!
