Manipulator of infrasonic destabilization.
Story behind the song
blurring reality and dreaming in time.
Lyrics
i awake to gun shots
the screaming in my head
has finally been killed
the closest thing to me
i push it away
in attempt to flee
i can not hear you now
as i run to the door
a flash engulfs the sky
you would never believe what i saw
almost like a still fragment of you
but you were outside, non of this makes sense.
but at this moment you lead me to safety
and i dont even know they names.
but there are thousands just like you
and millions just like me
its comforting to believe that when i give in
i keep beating my face in the wall
expecting to breathe
i know you can believe me, i just ran outside
outside to see the beginning of my defeat.
and with that i find you, alone and relieved
i try to see you in different light
and none of this is making sense, none of this is right
and when i close my eyes im still asleep
ive blurred the line of my thoughts and reality
and begging to know which side i it is that i have succumb
you pull me back in and i start to receed
the balance i had broken has finally been redeamed
and as i know i turn my self to foresee, in my life
the never ending battle between you and me
will never become this. and now you leave.
i awake in my heaven
nothing feels the same
the wish i wanted i have
surrounded in by fear
i live in solitude
i cant been seen by your light
the blank look on their faces
the dead hearts on their chest
they fill and give me whats fair
you fade in the screams
silence in a siren
i know that you are there
as you take me over
my eyes keep a token of me
these memories i grew fond of, i finally release
to stare back at me, and the lights start to dim.
i awake again in your disbelief
the words i said matched to this dream
this side of the world i made up
i change the world in my own eyes
and i have never dreamed before, this is what i believe
these differences i put to my variable necessity
and these visions, these headaches, i keep to myself
its much better that way. i see that you approve
and i keep it that way
the flash from the front door begins to fade.
the halo above the clouds i take in heed
and its far to late for this
the grounds begin to break and the skin on my face begins to turn golden
my body faulters on weak knees, it was you this whole time
and the sand i feel is the sheets,and i awake to gun shots
the screaming in my head had finally been killed
and i push you away to flee
