Track I made about and for my kids.
White madwest emcee from Wichita, Kansas. Born in 1980 in El Dorado, Kansas and still on this Earth for a reason.....to create music out of positive and/or nega
Emcee Stove......The nicest MC to ever touch brown dirt from ground Earth......dont sleep....peace.
Lyrics
I'm searchin' for my soul im diggin' holes and drainin' rivers/
Man I gotta have it need it back put my pain in riddles/
Listen hear me talk to me tell me everything is fine/
I'm nothing in your world when your everything in mine/
When I reach for you you dunk me and drown me in my sorrow/
Contemplatin' suicide what if I died tomorrow/
Will they cry beside my body will they even have a wake/
Will they bury me in Wellington will I even have a face/
Its a race, and I'm losin I'm fightin a useless battle/
When I dont know what to do I just let the music rattle/
Write a song and let it take me to the edges of the Earth/
And if I cant I go to bed and let the devil do his work/
Wake up pissed mad breakin sh** break everything we own/
Then I wonder why they hate me leave me kick me out our home/
Tellin people that I hit'em, all the time, maybe twice/
Get it right, here I am, alone, and livin life/
x2
Why is everything so empty why are my insides hollow/
Tristan, Taryn, TearLynn, Cole, go hide, do not follow/
So much pain upon my plate your Daddy could not swallow/
Cause I wanna see you everyday yesterday tomorrow/
Why is everything so empty why are my insides hollow/
Tristan, Taryn, TearLynn, Cole, go hide, do not follow/
So much pain upon my plate your Daddy could not swallow/
Cause I wanna see you everyday yesterday tomorrow/
Theres a demon goin 'round his name is Love he's takin' kids/
Took forever to go sleep I got your faces on my lids/
When I miss you get the tissue cause I'm cryin through my smile/
Cause you love me and I'm with you; every single mile/
When its hurtin and you wanna stop, come an talk to Dad/
I'll do everything I can keepin you from bein sad/
I got love for you for days, expressed in many ways/
Many days I sit here cryin starin at these razor blades/
Just grab it slice it do it gon an take me out the game/
But right when I touch my skin I see they faces and they names/
Seein traces seein flames Mr. Jason aint the same/
Got me talkin to these puddles seein faces in the rain/
As they drag me through the mudholes leavin spaces in my brain/
Tellin me that I'm a failure I'm the one that needs to change/
I'm a musician listen every sentence is explicit/
K-Swiss size nine put yourself in my position/
x2
Why is everything so empty why are my insides hollow/
Tristan, Taryn, TearLynn, Cole, go hide, do not follow/
So much pain upon my plate your Daddy could not swallow/
Cause I wanna see you everyday yesterday tomorrow/
Why is everything so empty why are my insides hollow/
Tristan, Taryn, TearLynn, Cole, go hide, do not follow/
So much pain upon my plate your Daddy could not swallow/
Cause I wanna see you everyday yesterday tomorrow/
