Lyrics
first off, f*** anybody that hated,
anybody that made it, anybody degraded,
from my rhyme skills, writing up your spine chills,
i don't even find pills, i'm ill, fine spill,
out your guts and all your emotions,
swim to sea shore and let me drown in the ocean,
i've found that i've spoken, phrases left open,
interpret it and discuss it like youre smoking,
everything that you see from me, never change
everything that i need to be, I
never found myself,
bound myself, couldn't be around myself,
clown myself, literally just ground myself,
under so I could drown my health,
slumber, like I just found the belt,
choked the air and felt the warm air from hell.
I don't really wanna face the light,
I don't really wanna talk tonight,
Take it, wait here,
I don't really want the world to see,
my letters change from a day to day basis,
headline reads 'i can no longer take this'
take this knife and twist it right
till there's no light, no air, no life,
no worries no cares, i'm never over there,
stressing, pressing my fingers on the glass,
thinking how to get past, can't get over my past,
can't get over my gash while i'm bleeding in the grass,
let it soak, let the earth feel me,
if it don't like the taste let the earth kill me,
I spill free, then I float into the sun,
no devotion for the fun, crash into the ocean when Im done,
my emotions on the run, and I'm hoping that I'm spun,
into a cyclone spinning or a bullet from a gun,
I fall apart straight from the beginning,
A horrible game when your hearts never winning.
