im lost in wonderland
and i wonder who i am
the sks are black
an full of dragons
no compassion
my blood is acid
i try so hard
yet i still cant hack it
excuse me now i need to think
im lookin for my soul so deep
hours to days n days to weeks
weeks go by an i never sleep
i feel ive lost my mind
can we please rewind this
i need some time
to go back and find it
ide never lie
to ya face at least
i speak soft
cause my soul is weak
my heart eratic
veins contractin
eyes dialate
an i see a place
full of white
smoke an clouds
dont wanna die
dont wanna stay around
help me now
up off the ground
i see you smile
while you see me frown
i feel stupid
for reachin out
your just a kid
and im the clown
so please wont you tell me why
why i gotta live this life
yet given a chance id do it again
but my turns up this is the end
