(iLLz)
walkin through parks shoes hangin at dark
lightning that sparks chipped charcole and chalk
all this is life all this is pain
sight through the eye money comes from the game
its all a shame a lil boy to claim
a lil boy to tame, new born a new life to regain
to reach fame u have a talent, u have connections
cuz witout the popularity, theres no bills
there's sex and, drugs, cocaine and stugs
steroids rocks and jugs,,
jugs of liqiour, mugs and beer
i cant take concieded ugly queers
i can take humanity i can take this drama
i cant take christianity, but i can take this trauma
cursed as a child nursed as an infant
lost in denial, rehearsed in ST. Vincent
catholic school the great fake ones
take lives make lives lets hate! (take 1)
i raked one leaf after st patricks day
i told father he in grief as he ate apples, hey,
i know u thinkin life is all saddness
i know u think its all messed up
change the world stand up and confess up
let all ur sins out to the man above and bring peace to mankind
let the world keep spinnin bring grease to the hands of time
make it go faster make it all last
make history and present the past
ive seen enuff as im 15 he's 13
i hope u listenin god, send peace we war seen
(Defendant)
life .. what is life .. a opsitical no one can pass
a friend that knocks you on your ass
everyone is in this for the cash and the money
what is money .. money is the root of all evil
of all death in the world or so told
what is death .. death is an event
it cannot be prolonged so so long
it will kill friends
what are friends .. friends are people that claim they are down
till something goes wrong they arent around
they are enimes with masks that attack your past
im not here to please anyone
im not here to hold any gun
im not here to take off and run
im tired of being critisized
even victimized
till they read the lyrics and open their eyes
im tired of not being good enough
im tired of always fighting
tired of tupac sightings
let him rest in peace
dont take it wrong but damn hes deceased
i need no help
im tired of never being felt
im spitting for the brain
miss and hit a vain
cause a clot
screw the plot
screw being someone im not
tired of never being right
always getting bad insight
so maybe i should quit
and just end this shit
