The decision was made
There's no turning back
The time had come
Better stay on the track
If I took time to think
It would never get done
Implications were known
Flying into the sun
What to do
Where to go
What you see
What you say
Must I make one more decision?
I'm screaming I'm crying
I'm choking I'm bleeding
I think I have made the wrong decision
Why tell me why
Did it have to be me
To live like this
Will I ever be free
You are a tool
Is what you were told
It has to be done
You have to be cold
Sometimes I see faces
Of those who were lost
I think of the children
I think of the cost
What to do
Where to go
What you see
What you say
Must I make one more decision?
I'm screaming I'm choking
I'm crying I'm bleeding
I think I have made the wrong decision
Why tell me why
Did it have to be me
To live like this
Will I ever be free
And those that survived
Would rather be dead
I know how they feel
The thoughts in my head
Now one thing will free me
My only escape
Until then I live in
A world with no shape
Where to go
What to to
What you see
What you say
Must I make one more decision?
I'm choking I'm screaming
I'm crying I'm bleeding
I think I have made the wrong decision
Why tell me why
Did it have to be me
To live like this
Will I ever be free
Will I ever be free