Hi, im cody. a guy with a guitar and some special effects.
i write musicon the guitar when i find inspiration. its all good in the hood they say. im looking to meet people on here to networkwith, maybe collaborate with:)
Story behind the song
depression sucks balls f*** er
Lyrics
i deviate a lil from this
ever had a day where you felt the walls of your little reality just become a lil smaller?
like the world you know and love is just a lil less packed with greatness and wonder
and your running out of words to tell the people that you love that you're not sure of the day to come
and without the tears running down your cheeks explain that you sorta don't want it to anyways
yeah reality is cold and life is arbitrary and the simple fact remains that you're here contrarily
its not like you have a choice, the alternative isn't an option for a person like you
but you're scared to fall asleep because you know you have to wake up from the world you love
this world you create in the dreams you flee to every night
how f*** ed up is that? the one thing you love is you're lethal trap
i'm not here to tell you everything'll be alright and you can cuddle with a teddy bear
and sleep soundly every night. and that the world will just make itself better
no no no no no
when the cycle starts you gotta ride it out, the trip is hard and blinds your sight
you'll have nights you wanna die, wanna cry? the strength you knew will fade away
till you feel like an empty piece of sh** , you're never ready for it. and you know
i've been here almost every day for the last 12 years of my motherf*** ing life, i feel you
i know this pain, far better than most and i sure am not saying it to brag.
its a burden that i live with every single day and i wish i didn't have to
but it is what it is, this is the deck of cards i'm doomed to play
its my world and its one i know i share with anyone who feels these words
i'll tell ya the fact is i'm writing this cuz i'm tired. i've been fighting an uphill battle for far too long
i feel somewhere deep down that my life is in a growing darkness and its everywhere around me
the way the hippies say god is everywhere, in the rain, in the trees, in the air and with every rock and stone. if it is, then the path i've taken has, for me, any form of cover blown
so yoiu know i never give up, i'll fight till i'm turned to ashes or left to rot in a lonely little gutter
cuz i'm a soldier and a soldier never gives up regardless of whatever odds are against em.
its a way of life and no matter what the pain, i'll keep my head up high. i suggest you do the same
cuz we're measured by the people who measure up to us,
its teh peace in the game that makes it worht the fuss
