this song is most clearly about an ex of mine...I wrote it to cleanse myself of all the hate I felt at the time...
Lyrics
I wanna be there when you fall apart
I wanna laugh in your face when you're feeling disgraced
I wanna make you hurt when you said that to me
I wanna plunge it your heart and watch you bleed
BLEED YOU LITTLE BITCH BLEED
I WANTED YOU BUT YOU HATED ME
LOOK AT ME NOW I WANT YOU TO SEE
THE TEARS IN MY EYES I WILL SET YOU FREE
I wanna see it when you're so sad
When you cry i'm gonna laugh
i wanna be there when you're crying inside
i'm gonna laugh cuz vengeance is mine
whatever happened when i went away
did you want me to die or did you pray
what were you thinking the next day
i'm sure you didn't care either way
i wanted to see your face when you heard i had died
i wanted to hurt you when you didn't cry
i wanted to tell you that it didnt hurt
i wanted to see the blood on your shirt